The Weapon for Fighting Your Doubts

What happens when you trust God, are taking big risks for Him, and feel like you’re not seeing results?

This is something I’m struggling with right now. Even though I know that God’s plan and timing are perfect. And I should know, I’ve seen it played out over and over again in my own life. Even though I know that nothing is guaranteed and that a life of faith also brings certain sufferings and prejudices, I still want to see something happen with all that I feel I’m giving to God.

And when I read that last sentence, I feel pretty pathetic – because I know I’m not giving everything I have and everything I should. And I most certainly am not giving anything compared to true Christian martyrs.

What’s worse is I usually don’t struggle with insecurity in my faith. So why now?

Why do I know God’s will in my life, am following my husband’s leading in that will as he follows the Lord’s, and I still feel anxious? Anxious that no growth will occur?

I can think of at least two reasons.

1. Faith – I am lacking faith.

Certainly, we always have room to grow in the faith department, but I am at a place spiritually where I am not fully trusting God, and I want to trust myself instead.

And here’s the important thing to know: When our faith starts to shake, we have the greatest opportunity for it to grow. Here’s how I know:

 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. Such a person is double-minded and unstable in all they do. (James 1:2-8, NIV, emphasis mine)

2. The Enemy hates it when Christians stick their necks out for God.

Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. (1 Peter 5:8, NIV)

Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. (2 Corinthians 12:7-10, NIV, emphasis mine)

And so I will fight this enemy and my lack of faith with God’s own Word, knowing that His word is true and good and perfect.

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7 thoughts on “The Weapon for Fighting Your Doubts

    1. Stephanie Post author

      I totally wrote it for me, Kelly! But I’m so glad God spoke to you through it as well. I have so little to offer besides this – what God is teaching me.

  1. Donna kaminski

    This is so GOOD & TRUE!!!! What a timely message for me as well. THANK YOU!!!! It is the word of God that combats our fears. I am learning so much about fear & doubt lately!!!
    He really is putting a message for me where I turn! Thanks for being obedient to the Lord!
    This has really blessed me.

    1. Stephanie Post author

      I’m so glad Donna – I’m daily waffling b/w dependence and independence – it’s tough!

  2. Frugal Flamingo

    1st thanks for entering my giveaway. Actually that is why I stopped by your place here in cyber land, but wow. THis is really good for me to hear. OH how I struggle, struggle , struggle with doubts. What spoke to me is the reminder that the enemy wants to destroy any sense of motivation I have for the Lord. Thanks for speaking your thoughts out loud! :)))

    1. Stephanie Post author

      Sure! I was glad to find your site too – I’ve never been before! Thanks for coming by!

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